Thursday, March 25, 2010

Bastard Out of Carolina; Monthly Book Review.




The novel Bastard Out of Carolina is about a girl named Ruth Anne Boatwright, who is also known as bone. The story is mostly from her perspective. She is the bastard out of South Carolina. She has no idea who her father is, and her birth certificate has the word "illegitimate" which basically meant that she was born to a mother without a father. After her mother marries for the second time, Bone goes through a lot of tragic events and conflicts with her family for a girl her age.


2. Pick a character that interested you and write about them in depth.


Glen Waddell. He is the Asshole in this book. He is the second husband of Annie, Bone's mother. He is Extremely abusive towards Bone, both Physically and sexually.


After Anney's first husband, Lyle, died in the accident, she had been working at the Diner. She made about enough money. She hadn't been thinking about getting married again. then one day, her brother, Earle, comes into the diner with a friend/co-worker. It was Glen. He is the son of a socially prominent dairy owner. Once Glen sees Anney, he instantly falls in love with her. It also tells or talks about how he would "protect" her.

"The gravy in his stomach steadied him, but it was Anney's smile that cooled him down. He felt so strong he wanted to spit. He would have her, he told himself. He would marry Black Earle's baby sister, marry the whole Boatwright legend, shame his daddy and shock his brothers. He would carry a knife in his pocket and kill any man who dared touch her."

Anney also thinks about her family. She thinks he would be a good father.

Glen starts courting her, and they go out for about two year. Then Glen asks to marry him. But he doesn't know that Anney is pregnant. He tells Anney that he will take care of the family. That he will adopt both Reese, and Bone. At first he did seem like a good guy. He seemed like he would be a good father to Bone and Reese. Once he finds out, he is over joyous. He believes it is a little boy, and thinks of all the possibility of how things are going to be and what the father-son would do. Never did he once stop to think "what if it turns out to be a little girl?" Did he ever think about that? No. That makes me question, what if it wasn't a stillborn child, & what if it wasn't a boy? Would he have loved her any less? Just because of her sex?

Then while Glen, Bone, and Reese are waiting for the baby to be delivered, GLEN MASTURBATES ON BONE!!! This is the turning point of this book I think. While he is masturbating, he tells Bone about how much he loves her and her family, and how much everything is going to be okay. Poor Bone had no idea what was happening. She was scared, and too young to know what he was doing to her.


After Glen Finds out that the baby is a stillborn child, he basically goes crazy. He hadn't done anything sexual to Bones yet. Then one day, when she comes home, he goes crazy on her & takes her to the bathroom where he starts beating the crap out of her. Then eventually starts raping her. HE EVEN SAYS "I HAVE BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME TO DO THIS" !! What The Hell?!

When Anney gets home, She takes Bone away from Glen. Then she asks Bone what SHE did! Later that night, Glen makes up some stupid-ass story about how she talked back, and said she hated him and stuff. Bone couldn't do anything about about it because she knows that Glen is going to make up stories about all the things. She also knows that her mother is always going to forgive Glen and think he has changed but she refuges to believe the truth.

Glen isn't able to keep a steady job due to his short temperness. They had to keep moving around. A few times, the kids would starve. One day, Anney had enough and leaves. But then Glen begs & Anney comes back. After sometime, Glen doesn't want Anney to visit her family anymore. Better yet, He insults them but Anney doesn't do anything about it. Later on, Anney moves out and leaves Glen. Bone tells Anney that she will never go back. Anney tells Glen that she will move back that only if Bone will. Glen goes to Bone and tries to get her to tell Anney. But Bone refuses. Then Glen becomes violent. He abuses her and the starts raping her. She is almost unconscious but he won't stop. Anney sees this, and fights Glen off. Just when she is about to leave, Glen,who had been following her, starts going "kill me instead." Then Anney goes back to him. This part pissed me off the most. I mean, it was your kid that man had been raping. You even witnessed it. So why would she go back to him?! She calls it "love." BULLSHIT.

Anyways, this is what the character, Glen, is like. I think that he didn't get much love and attention he needed as a child. His parents didnt really love him probably. And I think that in the beginning of the book, when Glen first sees Anney, he says that he would kill anyone that dared touch her. I think that Glen didnt like the fact that he had to share Anney with Bone and is jealous of Bone. He also mentions in around the end of the book, that he wants Bone out of the way and that if killing her was necessary, then he would do so.

I didn't necessarily "love" the book, I mean, it did have it's really really intense moments. But all the members of our group agreed that we didn't really like this book. There were too much details & information about different characters.

I really liked the fact that the Author got the courage to talk about the things that happened. This book is kind of based on what happened to her when she was little. I was going to talk about that part too, but right now, I dont have much time left to turn this in. ): This is what happens when I do things at the last minute.


But other than that, the book wasn't that great. I like reading books like thism but this book, I don't know what happened, but it just wasnt the right book, i guess. I would give this book about 8/10.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Bastard Out Of California; Lit Circle Letter # 3

Dear Elaine, Michelle, and Ryan

This week, I read the last part of the book, Bastard Out of Carolina. In the last part, I think it was probably more intense than any of the other parts in the book. I hated most of the parts in this book. I mean, its good but all the intense parts really piss me off. Its not like I have anything against it but its just that it makes me think and realize the fact that so many people might be going through thins ans we don't even realize this. I probably dont make any sense, but its okay.

Around the end of this book, When Glen goes and supposedly "tries" and talk to Bone to get her to come back. But instead of talking, he basically demand Bone to tell her mother that she wants to come back. When she doesnt agree, things get violent. & he says stuff to her, like, how much he hates her, and how everything is her fault. When Bone says, she would rather die, he says he would kill her. Reading this part got me really upset. Then when Glen starts raping her, while he tells her that she always enjoyed it, blah blah blah, That got me pissed. I mean, its mainly because I kind of know someone like this. Someone going through something similar to this.

What made me extremely angry at the book the most though was when Annie, Bone's mother, saw them and what Glen was doing to Bone, She fought him off. & then carried Bone to her truch, i think, with Glen following them. Right when Annie is about to get inside the truck, Glen starts banging his head yelling "kill me, Annie!" Right then, Annie stops him, and takes him back, with her crying! I mean, her daughter is inside BLEEDING HER ASS OFF AND IS ALMOST UNCONSCIOUS, & she is calling for you. AND SHE IS KNEELING DOWN AND FUCKING HUGGING THE MAN THAT DID THAT TO HER DAUGHTER!! How could she forgive him & go back to him just like that?! I mean this isnt the first time that has happened! What the fuck ?!

Why the author, Dorothy Allison, chose to write this book, I have no idea. Maybe something similar to this incident happened in her life? Like maybe to her or someone she knows?

Friday, March 19, 2010

CAHSEE

So this week, we had the CAHSEE, which is short for California High School Exit Exam. Only the sophmores take it, well, you first take it your sophmore year. If you don't pass it then, you take it the following year. But I dont think anyone would fail this. Some people were telling us that if you fail the CAHSEE, then you are extremely stupid. Well, it was basically like insulting us high schoolers. I mean, the questions were basically like middle school stuff. But I guess if passing that will mean I'm going to get to graduate high school, then I'm all up for it.

There were two days of it, Tuesday, and Wednesday. We were assigned to a certain class to take the CAHSEE. I was in Mr. Joo, my chemistry teacher's, class. On Tuesday, we were in that class for about 4 and 1/2 hours. We were in there for 1st, 2nd, and 5th periods. On Wednesday, we were in there for only two periods, 3rd and 4th period. Tuesday, we took the first part of the test, which was English. It was pretty easy, but there were too much to read. I didnt really read the stories or anything, really. I did kinda scan through it. But first, I read the questions, then looked for the answer. The essay was pretty easy too. Since we had 4 1/2 hours, and we were done in about 2 hours, so we got free time, I guess.

On Wednesday, it was math. I was more confident in this test more than I was in English. Mostly because I am way better in math than I was in english. It was really really easy too, it was mostly stuff I learned in 8th grade Algebra 1. After I finished my test, I stared doing my homewroks that I was missing. Then I tried reading my book for English. After a while, I got bored, so I started listening to my ipod. After everyone was done, we got to walk around and talk to people.

On Thursday, When I was in history, when someone came in and gave Ms. Casper a pass. It was meant for me. I had sophmore counseling. I couldnt go during her class because we were doing work or something "important." So during, English, I went to the counselor's office. I had to wait around for a bit. After I got in, Ms. Loy started talking to me about my grades, and how I need to get them up. She asked me about the classes I need to retake and the classes I could take next year.
Friday, today, It was really hot. And most people were wearing shorts or dresses. Classes went by kinda quickly. We did TED Friday in English. It was about how playing more video games actually helps you. It was quite amazing, & unbelievable at the same time. I didn't really understand how that can be so, but I will go along with it.

Tonight, I am going to go see Peter Pan at alameda high. So, I might blog about that next week. I'm not sure yet. good bye now.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Bastard Out of Carolina; lit circle # 2

Dear Michelle, Elaine, and Ryan


What did you guys think of the book? Or at least the second part up to the paperclip of it? I mean I know we all agreed that it was boring. And it hasn't changed much. But there were some intense moments. I have a few questions though. Why did that one girl, Shannon, i think, commit suicide? I mean when I started reading, I thought BOne liked her. Or at least tried to protect her from those kids at school. I knew that she kind of hated her, too. I remember reading that part about how Bone was mad at Shannon but then they eventually made up. Shannon invites Bone to a babeque. Thats where the whole fire happens. Shannon and Bone have another arguments. She insults Shannon back after Shannon insults Bone. I think Bone is becoming more bitchier, or finally standing up for herself, now.

The intense moment is when her stepfather, Glen, rapes her twice. It was intense how the description was, I guess. Some other part that was quite intersting but not really, is when Bone catches her little sister masterbating. It is kind of gross to me that she would be doing such a thing, mostly because i think she is about 10. Is that the age when Bone started doing it too? I don't remember. I don't think that Reese, her little sister, and Bone get along much in the story later on.

I don't think any of us like this book. I wish we would have chosen something else. I mean its not the worst book. But still, I wouldn't recommend this book to alot of people like me, that don't like reading stories with too much details. In terms of details, I think this story focuses a lot on her family. The main character's point of view towards herself and how she judges others.

Friday, March 12, 2010

boredomness

Right now, I'm sitting next to Michelle, who is sitting next to Elaine. Michelle just got up. I don't know where she went. I have nothing else or better to be doing right now, so I'm going to write about what is happening around me.

So there is a freshmen class in front of me. Ms. Romer, the librarian, is giving a lecture about Internets. My class got that last year. I remember when Ms. Hardin, my biology teacher from last year, took us down here and Ms. Romer talked about the same thing. So its kinda like DeJa-Vu, but not really.

Michelle Just got back. She has a binder with her, so I'm guessing she is going to be doing her Geometry homework. Elaine is working on her blog. She always has something to write about. Next to Elaine, is Ryan. He is fiddling with a folder, which probably means he's about to do his homework.

This is 4th period. We only get to stay in the media center computer for about 40 minutes. I think it's because Mr. Wilson's class is going to be using the computer. After we go back to class, we are going to be reading our book, maybe.

Michelle is doing her homework. I have about 200 words, and I was really happy because I thought I was almost done. I thought we had to about 300 words, but then Michelle tells me (reminds me) that we have to do 500. She killed my hope. T.T I just told her that. Then she says "I love you" blahh. Oh wells, I can do it!

Well since I have nothing else to talk about, I am going to talk about Michelle and Elaine. I met Elaine last year. I never really knew her or talk to her much. We didn't have any classes together. Then this year, I have PE and English with her. She has the same math teacher as me. She's really nice. She makes PE fun. (:

Michelle has PE with us too. Well, the same period, basically. She has Thomas while Elaine and I have Pearse. I met Michelle in seventh grade. I had pre-algebra with her. We didn't talk much. Then came eight grade. We started talking, hanging out, then eventually became friends.

Alright, so I'm done talking about Michelle and Elaine. So, today is Friday. Today, it was raining. I wanted to be outside but I couldn't. I waited for my dad to come pick me up. We went to SouthShore. My dad dropped me off at Radio Shack. I needed to buy new earphones. I bought a pair then immediately plugged it onto my ipod and started listening to my ipod again. I missed listening to my ipod with my own earphones. I had been borrowing earphones from my friends ever since I broke my last one. haha! Hopefully I don't break this one, or at least not soon. Afterwards, my dad & I went window shopping. Then we went to go pick up my mom.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Bastard Out of Carolina; Letter # 1

Dear Ryan, Elaine, and Michelle

So the book "Bastard Out of Carolina" was an intersting book. I mean at first when we went to the media center, I thought I would enjoy reading the book after Sutherland described it. But once I started reading, I just go soo boring. There were too much details in it. I know you guys felt the same too. We all thought it was boring. But then after a few chapters, I think it was chapter 5, where I was hella shocked, & went from "oh my god, this book is hella boring" to "oh shit,what just happened?!"

I don't know if Bone's mother did the right thing when she married Glenn, but I think she married him because she thought that he would be a good father to her kids. But it turned out not to be because he changed so much after they got married. One thing I didn't like about the story was that Bone doesn't tell anyone about what Glen did to her in the car/truck.

Michelle, I think Glen targets Bone the most because he knows that she could tell her mother or anyone about what he did to her, and then the mother would end up leaving him, snd he doesnt want that. I could be wrong, but I think that is the reason.

I haven't finished reading the book, but a few questions I have is, Will she ever tell her mother or her aunts what happened? Will she ever get out of that place? Will Glen finally get a steady job? And be able to support the family?

The setting is around the times where black people were still being discriminated against, I think. Because, when One of the Aunt moves out of her husband's house, (for cheating on her) , she goes out and finds an apartment, there are black people living near there place, and the husband and the men tell them to not talk to them and stuff.

So far, I like the story, Hopefully it doesn't give details that we don't really need, or that are boring. and hopefully Bone goes ahead and tells someone about what Glen has done to her.

Well, that's all I have to say about this book for now.

Until next week,
Asmita

Friday, March 5, 2010

blah blah blah

Theres this one chick. Me & her used to be hella cool. We were basically bestfriends. It was in 4th grade. Basically, we lived in the same appartment building. We used to walk home together. 4th grade was the year when I came to usa, & I didnt knw anyone & I couldn't speak any english. So then, my teacher introduced me to her. She was hella nice. We got along & stuff. Then some shit happened. We were both pissed at each other. We werent cool any more, stopped talking, & some other shit went down. I forgot, beacuse it was hella long ago. But, me & her kinda got into a fight, and things kinda got physical. I kinda broke my wrist. My parents didnt like her no more. Shes a grade ahead of me.

When i started fifth grade, she was in middle school. She went to Chipman Middle School. I stayed in Paden. Then I went back to Nepal & returned after about 5 months. In 6th grade, around the end of the year, when it was clear that the Paden Academy was going to close down, I was going to go to chipman because I lived about 2blocks away from it. Around the end of the year, there were people from Chipman that came to Paden to talk about that school & give us a tour & stuff. In one class we went to, I saw her. I knw she recognized me too.


So when I went to chipman, I saw her a few times. We never talked at all. Then I moved to Wood. We never saw eachother for hella long. My brother still goes to paden now. i think it was last year. my brother is in an after school program called leaps. she came to his school to help out. he saw her, I think he recognized her. So did she. I guess, they started talking. When he got home, he told me that she said she was sorry about what happened. I didnt know what to say because we hadnt seen each other in hella long. Then once, this year, before I moved to san leandro, I had to go pick up my brother from his school. On the way, I was on the phone with my friend. I kinda saw her walking home from school. I didnt know what to say, neither did she, so we just kinda walked past each other.


Then, I dont remember when, but she added me on facebook. I saw her online a few times too. I dont think we knew what to say to each other. So today, I got the courage, & IMed her. We started talking again. I dont know, its so weird. Like I could talk to her again. We havent really talked since 4th grade. Its been 6 years. But like when we talked, it seemed like we had been talking forever. Like we didnt feel awkward at all. Well, I dont know about her, but I kinda felt fine talking to her. Maybe Im exaggerating. Hopefully we can put or differences aside and be friends again. But its so much easier said than done though.